I close my eyes

When I close my eyes I see the hope to live a life
and when I open my eyes I see nothing
So I decide to close my eyes again.
I sleep and sleep and sleep
till I become tired of it
and I open my eyes
To see my life
But I see nothing without frustration and enemies
I see my killers and my death keys
That's why again I do close my eyes.
[I close my eyes]